A piece of sky !!!

A piece of sky in my hand
a snap of dream in my mind
i saw the earth meeting the sky
i didnt dare ask myself how and why

In those clouds i got lost
i didnt know which is east and which is west
was it for real or just a dream
wish it lasted for the life time

I wanted to fall and fall forever
I wanted to dream and dream for ever
But i feared the fall and the great heights
is it my self,or my limits

down the hills i come
hear the clouds calling out my name
i say i am not among you,so lovely and so pure
I am a soul of soil and cant be in dreams forever.

LIFE IN A MOMENT

paused are the breaths ,beats get slower
gone are the purposes,lost are the desires, or it does not bother
but I am more alive than ever.

time stands still or the moment lasts for ever
i dont know any fear ,any tear or it does not matter
and i am more alive than ever.

traffic moves slower,posts cross me one after another
i dont reach anywhere,or didnt i start ever or i dont care
but I am more alive than ever.

I lose my sight , i dont want to hear
my mind goes blank , i dont want to think any more or i dont bother
but I am more alive than ever.

i dont laugh, i dont cry either
am i so near yet so far or it does not matter
but I am more alive than ever.

i dont feel any pain,i dont feel any joy either
am i in a trance or dead or i do not carebut
i am more alive than ever.

WHY DO I.........

Why do i find the courage to face the challenge
just to see myself getting weaker.

Why do i love something that pains me
just to keep me more confused.

Why do i find the words to say the unsaid things
just to make me obscure.

Why do i find the joy to share
just to make me lonelier.

why do i stop
when i need to go ahead

why do i fight
when i need to give up

why do i leave so late
when i need to move out:-))...bye...just a cool end to a so called serious...(ya it looks like a poem)

MY FIRST ONE ...