Rain ..

warmth of love
in my heart

drops of rain
to tease and excite

A friend to feel belonged
however remote

What more from life
i shall want

And live life
moment to moment !!

A little treasure !!

I look into the mirror
eyes bulging and with an attentive ear

i dont believe these rhymes, i ever spoke or even heard
as leaving the scent of love the flower disappeared

in the war to look up and gaze the stars
to fly like a bird and be free from tears

i hurt myself and you beyond repair
no questions and i know all the answers

may it never be a compulsion but a pleasure
to accept things as they are and as they were

i know I have changed
and could not keep ur word

i can still see u standing on the lines of a pink paper
and with glee yelling, "don't change ever"

i am truely sad dear
but i have changed , i had to, for
i could not bear anymore
and this will be the lonely treasure for ever.

Blood red !!

Dont ever feel pity
keep stabbing and just do ur duty

for if you ever show sympathy
and touch the bleeding wounds with allopathy

In pain i ll cry
and may make ur face bloody as u would try

Dont ever feel pity
keep stabbing and just do ur duty

I m addicted to it and i shall not lie
to hold all pains,all complaints close to my heart i wont shy

never let a moment pass by
for if u ever stop all the blood would gush by and in a moment i ll die.

Anonymous Friends ???

An anonymous,wish i could become
and say everything that to my mind, would come

may be to hide is something i could not learn
may be i thought the best way to do so is to stand in the open

even i hate u seeing me drowning
for i tried to come out once and found myself in the flame burning

even i hate u seeing me bleeding for nothing
that makes me the biggest fool i have seen in the making

and i became silent and the little treasure i started selling
to my misfortune the more i tried the more it was growing

selling my emotions was never in my liking
but i thought i would be ashamed and would stop rhyming

and at times people loved what i sold
for we all love the rocket going up but what bout the fire that propelled.

Finally my silence broke one evening
and mesmerised fingers just kept typing

may be to seek an answer as it is my turn
to a question u had asked and i tried in vain

i still do remember
a question that then did not matter

that i tried so hard to answer
and finally told we are so far yet so near

and to answer i can go on for ever
when u asked "what kind of friends we are"?

Having lost things that did matter
and being lost in things that would never

it's my turn to seek the answer
Now please lie and say we are still friends of somekind, anonymous or whatever.

The last word can never be said !!!

I am not a mere reflection
of someone's love, hate or indifferent emotion
for i m the ocean that reflects everything!!!

I am not a mere reflection
of my own little dream,even if it's the sweetest one i have seen
for the tide of joys fade away as the full moon night passes on!!!

I am not a mere reflection
of my own broken dreams and all the pains
for i just need to sleep well and another dream'll be just queing!!!

I am not a mere reflection
of your presence that causes a smile for no apparent reason
for the lightning lasts just a moment and cant be snapped even!!!

I am not a mere reflection
of everything i m tyring to say even
for the attempt to say the last word is the biggest illusion!!!

And still we keep fooling ourselves again and again.
May be that's why you cant be in love and be a wise (wo)man!!!