Eternally complete !!!

People say that you have found venus
and all the love and happiness

When did i say i m being jealous
or that i wanted to cross the fence

Why do u listen to a fallen man's words
May be you have never fallen and not know of the helplessness

To move on i know a hundred ways
but still at the crossroads the shadow of my joy stands

It's the same whether you are in your teens or sixties
And you thought i did all these by choice

with hope and some belief in your grace
waiting for the old you and a glance to paas me by chance

when all around me become breathing corpse
i shed my body and stand at the door of your house in dark nights.

Missing you !!!

There were no kisses
or promises
and there were no silent promises of kisses

but what shall i do
i still miss you.

There were no rains
and never held arms
and there were no silent promises of walking in rains

but what shall i do
i just miss you.

There was no fire
there was no romance in the air
and there were no silent promises of looking into eyes of each other

but what shall i do
i just miss you.

There was no past nor there is any future
and we are not going anywhere
and there are no silent promises of dreams together

but what shall i do
i just miss you.

Keeping you alive !!!

where shall i keep you
and how shall i keep you alive
till the years ahead of me I do live

There is a house
i stay some day and some night
but that is not mine and that is in debt

There are memories
i call your old hut
but with time it will be covered with dust

and there is this little heart
I searched for a little space but
it's filled with all the shared moments

Where shall i keep you and how shall i keep you alive
may my fate never let me meet, so let me find
you in my words sour and sweet

A favour !!!

dont say a word kind and warm
it's been long i have died and i dont have any charm

dont say a word kind and warm
a lot insensitive to words i have become

dont say a word kind and warm
for that might make you think that i do still dream

dont say a word kind and warm
when i am alone it makes me cry and scream

dont say a word kind and warm
i ll hate myself for at the cost of leftover innocence i gave way to cynicism

dont say a word kind and warm
for i cant afford anymore to lose whatever liitle strenght if you change your opinion

dont say a word kind and warm
if you still want to do something just return my old time sans any label and sans any dream

Standing at your door !!!

Though i stand at your door
i dont knock out of a little fear

It has been a long year
and i have been learning to keep this far

wishes once so demanding like a chilled opened beer
aging into wine getting smoother and smoother

the distace has vanished and my crazy cravings disappear
and i dont miss you that much any more.

for i have created a smiling you out of my little memoir
and my obsessions, in a weird rhythmic way i got over

The eye is not that playful any more
it's become steady and getting deeper.

I have grown a hairy beard and cut short my hair
and many times find you behind the mirror

I still stand like i used to at your door
though turned silent and dont knock out of a little fear.

but i dont know who you would like to meet an old friend or a stranger
and i have turned silent and dont knock out of a little fear.

Peep through the spying lens of the door
If you still find a friend plaese open my dear !!!