The last mile !!!

A haunting evening turning old
into a chilly night that winter.
Braving all thoughts
the warmth of breaths,the heart tries to restore.

The last mile
of walking together.
The ususual silence
taking me over.

Looking ahead and
taking steps one after another.
To turn my head and find
you besides me i could not dare.

For to walk alone
i had myself to prepare,
and that i had to let go
of you to find my future.

My mind travelled just
opposite to the road that dragged before,
and you could not wait
to find what's in store in future.

Time cracked the poorest joke
that i could think ever,
and god played with my spirit, my heart
leaving me to sing endlessly for ever.

If so, why is that everything
were to get so clear.
Only after you moved out
of my horizon for ever.