A silent song !!!

why are you silent, so silent like a dead song
and what's this strange silence, untolerably long and just streching along

I can't even hear you breathing
though, that you never wanted is a different thing

or this is the helping hand that I never recongnized all along
and I'll miss everything as you moved to a different world altogether without a warning

may be you should have never wished for me even as a friend in passing
and sincere as always you were, but here I die to get rid of this passion

and you knew, what ever you said is what I sang
may be to relieve me of pain you have gone silent and never gonna come alive again

My lips have run out of words and I am far from rhyming
but silently in this undying silence I find myself happily singing.

Routine rumblings !!

i m at ease, i m at peace
but, poor have i become having paid the price

no more do I board the wrong bus
no more do i commit the irregular blunders

but still i couldn't cross the vaccum, the space
is it the sadist addiction,or the characteristics of mutated genes

i m not the rays of light
that could cross the darkness in a night

but have become the screams so deep and so silent
enshrouded by the vast vaccuum and not finding the way out.

The lonely traveller, disgruntled just does yell
you silly, stupid just go to hell

But, if you ever set out at all, give me a call
I ll be on my way as well.