Just that when i thought of
not bothering you any more.
Just that when i thought of
not looking at the ink drying any more
I just couldnt help asking you a question
even knowing that you never gonna answer
Just that when i thought of
not to wake up with your thoughts anymore
Just that when i thought of
doing the left out daily chores
I couldnt help asking you something to share
even knowing that you may never listen to it ever
Just that when i thought of
feeling lucky to have not lost sleep ever
Just that when i thought of
being relieved of never seen you in my dreams ever
I just could not help but wake up
to a dream of the kind i have seen never
Just that when i thought of
you being happpy with things whatever
Just that when i thought of
you being happy with your journey that ends never
I just could not help but ask youwhy did in my dream, so sad,so sad u did appear ??
For how can i be happy in love ever
if you dont smile and laugh like that anymore
For how can i smile in love ever
If you dont shout,dont crib that lively anymore
For how can i be strong in love ever
if you dont show me how to stand tall in love unwavered.
And that i have to take the road u have travelled sooner or later.....
A FD cheque, i wish doesn't bounce
Thinking of you sometimes,
Thinking of you looking into my eyes sometimes,
MY body does shiver
and eyes fill with apprehension and fear
I ll find the strength to go through all the wear and tear
But one thing i want to tell you my dear
The picture of yours in my eyes may blur
by a drop of tear that ll come out of nowhere
A tear that keeps my eyes moist and words sweeter
The tear that would make me feel your pain and share
I just fear,will you blame me ever
for the empty space in my heart's corner that u can see but cannot enter
But what shall i do my dear
i never thought the soft moon light ll melt me to flow like river
And please be sincere and answer my dear
would you have ever liked the river bed sans a drop of water
Would you bring me out of despair
if i say you ll find my eyes moist wtih love for you ever
And please be sincere and tell me,my dear
would you ever liked my hands on your chest and not feel you heart beat, ever
I am just bit lost my dear
and for this i must pay for
I ll hold your hands for ever
one of us may be lost but we ll always be together
And with you I ll cry my dear
and you ll laugh on me finding so vulnerable than you are
I ll try to force a smile on my face for sure
trying in vein to hide the tears.
Will you still love me my dear
when you find the scar
in my heart that's not your????
Thinking of you looking into my eyes sometimes,
MY body does shiver
and eyes fill with apprehension and fear
I ll find the strength to go through all the wear and tear
But one thing i want to tell you my dear
The picture of yours in my eyes may blur
by a drop of tear that ll come out of nowhere
A tear that keeps my eyes moist and words sweeter
The tear that would make me feel your pain and share
I just fear,will you blame me ever
for the empty space in my heart's corner that u can see but cannot enter
But what shall i do my dear
i never thought the soft moon light ll melt me to flow like river
And please be sincere and answer my dear
would you have ever liked the river bed sans a drop of water
Would you bring me out of despair
if i say you ll find my eyes moist wtih love for you ever
And please be sincere and tell me,my dear
would you ever liked my hands on your chest and not feel you heart beat, ever
I am just bit lost my dear
and for this i must pay for
I ll hold your hands for ever
one of us may be lost but we ll always be together
And with you I ll cry my dear
and you ll laugh on me finding so vulnerable than you are
I ll try to force a smile on my face for sure
trying in vein to hide the tears.
Will you still love me my dear
when you find the scar
in my heart that's not your????
A lovely ghost!!!
In the dead of night
i hear a heart painfully beat
It sounded familiar
like the worn out chord of a guitar
With anxiety i follow it
leading me to a lonely hut with a light dimly lit
Looking at the face i break into tears
For I've never seen this like it ever before
The face was not bright and the hair disarrayed
As if leaving the body the spirit has parted
the agony on the face was like the pain caged
The sweat drops mixing with caustic tears crossing the lips that
parted
I wished i could die and be a ghost
and with soft hands hold the heart so tender beneath the breast
And slowly take out the thorns that stuck like a dart
and kiss the wounds when the blood would gush out
I would drink the blood poisoned with the suppressed hurt
and let you shout, let you faint for a moment
With all the love in my eyes
i ll catch a glimpse of the innocent face
like a baby sleeping in peace
sans the warm tears that flowed all across
i cant even touch the tears
for they are all yours
i wont even try to wipe
for you wont know where u r when u come out of sleep
when you lips will tremble to speak, I ll be gone with the wind
searching eternally for my ghost girlfriend :P
Happy Valentines Day!!!
Ecstasy
I dont want you
I dont want your love either
I just wanna be in love forever
You may die
and your love may dry
But i ll be wet forever
You may not like to come in my dreams
i dont even, for you may have to wake up at an odd hour
but i ll be in dreams forever
I dont want you to talk to me
for you'll get bored of weird expressions for sure
But i ll be in a conversation forever
I dont want you to walk with me
for you'll get tired walking at my pace for sure
But I ll be on a journey forever
Though it's you i fell for and got a bit injured
Though it's you for whom my thoughts flowed like a river
At the end it's only the feel of ecstasy and neither me nor you shall matter
I dont know whom to thank for
Is it you who made the mirage worth searching for
Or is it me who fell for it forever
And there ll be one who ll open the door
But it's you who opened the windows and let the sunshine enter
And I'll be grateful to you for whatever you are forever
I dont want you
I dont want your love either
I just wanna be in love for ever
If this is a crime so severe
then i must say i dont care
for feelings have no boundaries and imaginations, no border.......
I dont want your love either
I just wanna be in love forever
You may die
and your love may dry
But i ll be wet forever
You may not like to come in my dreams
i dont even, for you may have to wake up at an odd hour
but i ll be in dreams forever
I dont want you to talk to me
for you'll get bored of weird expressions for sure
But i ll be in a conversation forever
I dont want you to walk with me
for you'll get tired walking at my pace for sure
But I ll be on a journey forever
Though it's you i fell for and got a bit injured
Though it's you for whom my thoughts flowed like a river
At the end it's only the feel of ecstasy and neither me nor you shall matter
I dont know whom to thank for
Is it you who made the mirage worth searching for
Or is it me who fell for it forever
And there ll be one who ll open the door
But it's you who opened the windows and let the sunshine enter
And I'll be grateful to you for whatever you are forever
I dont want you
I dont want your love either
I just wanna be in love for ever
If this is a crime so severe
then i must say i dont care
for feelings have no boundaries and imaginations, no border.......
Half boil !!!
What's that in a half boil
that is not in egg masala or in a full boil
what's that in a half boil
what's that in a half boil
that is not in egg omlet or in an egg boiled.
What's that in a half boil
that makes it special like hell?????
What if it has a few burns
what if it has a few boils
it still inspires to transform and be original
and to burn a little ,
to die a little
and still remain beautiful
it still remains vulnerable
knowing that plp may not be careful when they handle
it still remains tasteful
knowing that for this it may remain ephemeral
proving that being beautiful is being simple
porving that just with a pinch of salt and pepper one can taste like hell!!!
Pessimism at its bloody cruel best!!!
I dont know why am i here now
and that there is nothing to gain and nothing to lose now
may be it's become a cheap habit
may be bcoz so cheaply i never lost and left with such a bad taste!!!
May be there is still a child that lives in the heart
who forgets what is present and what is past
and can die for a drop of joy
as if it has found its lost toy!!!
May be becoz i love to bleed
and watch the tiny droplets of blood
that would become my words
and flow in my rhymes!!!
May be i crave pain for some cosmic reasons
and when a pin pinches the skin
i wont pull it out then
but wait till the bleeding stops and there is no sensation!!!
May be the compliments on the billboard is that hurts the most
the background full of dead flies and for a pizza does the ad invite
and the talk on love is the most short sighted act
sounds like pulling a chicken out of an egg when it has not been hatched yet!!!
and that there is nothing to gain and nothing to lose now
may be it's become a cheap habit
may be bcoz so cheaply i never lost and left with such a bad taste!!!
May be there is still a child that lives in the heart
who forgets what is present and what is past
and can die for a drop of joy
as if it has found its lost toy!!!
May be becoz i love to bleed
and watch the tiny droplets of blood
that would become my words
and flow in my rhymes!!!
May be i crave pain for some cosmic reasons
and when a pin pinches the skin
i wont pull it out then
but wait till the bleeding stops and there is no sensation!!!
May be the compliments on the billboard is that hurts the most
the background full of dead flies and for a pizza does the ad invite
and the talk on love is the most short sighted act
sounds like pulling a chicken out of an egg when it has not been hatched yet!!!
