DISTANCE

IF IT'S THE SPACE
THAT MAKES THE MOON LOOK SO BEAUTIFUL FROM HERE

IF IT'S THE SPACE
THAT MAKES THE SUN A SYMBOL OF HOPE,LIGHT AND LAUGHTER

IF IT'S THE SPACE
THAT MADE ME TO KNOW WHAT YOU ARE

IF IT'S THE SPACE
THAT MADE ME FEEL I WAS STILL NEAR

IF IT'S THE SPACE
THAT MADE ME TALLER AND TALLER

THEN IT MUST BE THE SPACE
THAT MADE ME LOST YOU SOMEWHERE WHEN YOU WERE NEAR

THEN IT MUST BE THE SPACE
THAT HAS KILLED ME THIS FAR

THEN IT MUST BE THE SPACE
THAT HAS SHAKEN MY CORE

THEN IT MUST BE THE SAME SPACE
I FILL MELANCHOLICALLY TO REMEMBER
FOR FOOLISHLY I HAVE BURNED ANY BANAL LETTER,
ANY THING THAT BORE YOUR SIGNATURE

AND NOW THAT YOUR IMAGE IS FADING FROM HOUR TO HOUR
I AM AT LOSS OF WORDS AND FEEL LIKE SOMEONE THAT I NEVER WERE

The darkest side !!!

In my mind, a cold blooded murder
a foreign land, a dark night and a lonely corner

A twin sided knife shining under the stars
A self exiled mind behind the bars

pressed against the palm the blood flows like water
and the fingers rest on the other.

Following the steps and tracing the falling hair
With a clogged mind keep following her

waiting to blast under the unknown pressure
like the union of two neutron stars

The eyes could never see the loved one standing before
everything looked red and, black the future

lost the senses in the raging war
and death kisses one just to be found a moment later.

everthing is fair in love and war
or is it love that makes everything fair else it becomes a war.

strange strangers !!!

I dont know what to speak
if somehow we meet somewhere by luck

and straight into the eye i shall look
or pretend as if i m reading a unreadable book

shall i ask for a short walk together along the sidewalk
or cant muster the courage to talk and stand like a dumb duck

shall i try to make a funny look
or the eyes will widen and instantly all the details it ll soak

or shall i light a fag, and hide behind the screen of smoke
and laugh at a short living ,slowly burnig thing creating this much smoke

for an ocean of fire, inside me as i look
everything is burning, yet not a handful of ash nor a faint ring of smoke

the air will grow heavy with the fire and the smoke
and to collect the ashes ,there is only wait but no luck

to imagine all these may be fascinating, as it might look
but there ll be just stragers,though both ll look alike

One is the known face and an unknown person i do look
and the other faceless yet smiling as if the other it does mimick

LIVING !!!

i float in the sky,
so light and so high

So close to my heart an alien lives by
that i can never deny
The pulse is normal,yet i heave a deep sigh
and wonder,why so much the heart does weigh

Yet I feel like floating in the sky
so light and so high

One moment i feel like in cloud nine
and another, like a lost,tired traveller i do pine
i dont see any dreams, not even i dare try
yet everything seems like a dream and silently dreamlessnights pass by

yet it's not a dream and i float in the sky
so light and so high

i go into pieces,when i cant answer where am i and why
but as if mesmerized i keep walking,i dont know why
i dont laugh anymore and neither do i cry
but for the occasional tears that keeps wetting the eye

Yet on clouds i walk in the sky
so light and so high

I keep chasing a piece of sky,
that never seemed near by
A fruitless and useless pursuit i still enjoy
I cant reason and i dont know why

may be to feel so light and on a high
and after i die i ll never regret i missed a try !!!

Weekend blues !!!

I look back to the time i was reborn
i look back to the time i tried so hard to cling in vein
I look back to the time i became a stranger
I look back to the time i forgot i was a loner

I would wait for the dawn everyday
With the wings would fly to my nest day after day
Just to feel something so lively is around
Just to feel the blood rushing to my mind

I never knew what was a monday blue
and why i hated the fridays i had no clue
moment by moment i would wait for the days to pass
who ever knew i would wish leisure to rush

Only being there was what i always wished
and tried so hard not to let u know that i missed
for the talk on love have become such a clumsy thing
as if in my hands i's holding a chewing gum.

But i failed utterly
may be i should not have got carried away
But would that have done any good
if,to both, u and me i would have lied

sometimes my thoughts does sway
had i have any other way
But when i feel so nice to say what i feel and feel what i say
i feel lucky that i had no other way !!!