People say that you have found venus
and all the love and happiness
When did i say i m being jealous
or that i wanted to cross the fence
Why do u listen to a fallen man's words
May be you have never fallen and not know of the helplessness
To move on i know a hundred ways
but still at the crossroads the shadow of my joy stands
It's the same whether you are in your teens or sixties
And you thought i did all these by choice
with hope and some belief in your grace
waiting for the old you and a glance to paas me by chance
when all around me become breathing corpse
i shed my body and stand at the door of your house in dark nights.