The north star i m searching for.....

Just that when i thought of
not bothering you any more.
Just that when i thought of
not looking at the ink drying any more
I just couldnt help asking you a question
even knowing that you never gonna answer


Just that when i thought of
not to wake up with your thoughts anymore
Just that when i thought of
doing the left out daily chores
I couldnt help asking you something to share
even knowing that you may never listen to it ever


Just that when i thought of
feeling lucky to have not lost sleep ever
Just that when i thought of
being relieved of never seen you in my dreams ever
I just could not help but wake up
to a dream of the kind i have seen never


Just that when i thought of
you being happpy with things whatever
Just that when i thought of
you being happy with your journey that ends never
I just could not help but ask youwhy did in my dream, so sad,so sad u did appear ??


For how can i be happy in love ever
if you dont smile and laugh like that anymore
For how can i smile in love ever
If you dont shout,dont crib that lively anymore
For how can i be strong in love ever
if you dont show me how to stand tall in love unwavered.


And that i have to take the road u have travelled sooner or later.....